早安阳光

回家，是个什么概念？     GCD河蟹了FACEBOOK,河蟹了我日月无光惨淡无味的生活。      

    一年了。真的很快。去年今天，还和PASCAL一起为STEPH庆生，今年，他们都不在这里了。再不能体会听到三个人用三种语言为一个人唱生日歌时,心中突然涌起的感动。

    晚上和同学在捷佳小聚。想来想去，还是放弃尝试新口味，照旧点了最爱的EXPRESSO——上一次喝是……？半年前的MONTHERA。今晚却少了它的伴侣，提拉米苏。

    每每想到提拉米苏，就会想到“爱情”。当然很大程度和它名字的由来有关。

    自从09夏天以来，就一直不去MONTHERA了，因为再没有人专门带我从江南转到西乡塘去吃最好的提拉米苏，也再没有人因为看到那里没有新鲜的提拉米苏，在晚上十点钟，带着我又从西乡塘赶往东葛路去尝，然后点上它的绝配伴侣EXPRESSO，更没有人为我在旁讲述在法国埃菲尔铁塔下，在意大利品尝这两种最爱的种种……

    好友P也很喜欢提拉米苏，却从来与爱情有缘无份。这次为了一份感情，不远千里飞去追寻答案——或者说，想要追寻的是幸福。出发前我对她说，为了鼓励你，我豁出去了。我请你去吃那个提拉米苏吧，尽管我一直不想再去也不敢再去。但是后来还是 ...

nobody knows
by: the tony rich project

i pretended i'm glad you went away
these four walls closin' more every day
and i'm dying inside
and nobody knows it but me
like a clown i put on a show
the pain is real even if nobody knows
and i'm crying inside
and nobody knows it but me

why didn't i say
the things i needed to say
how could i let my angel get away
now my world is just a tumblin' down
i can say it so clearly
but you're nowhere around

the nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and i just keep thinkin' about
the love that we had
and i'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

i carry a smile when i'm broken in two
and i'm nobody without someone like you
i'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
i lie awake it's a quarter past three
i'm screamin' at night as if i thought
you'd hear me
yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me

how blue ...

I saw a lot more of you, aside from the obvious. The most straightforward mode of comunications could be a face-to-face talk, enjoying the time being together.  Isn't it.   Furthermore, I'm scared (of ... ?).

Once
Doesn't mean anything to me
Come
Show me the meaning of complete
Where
Did our love go wrong
Once we were so strong
How can I go on?

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Why
Can't I just leave it all behind
I
Felt passion so bright that I was blind
Then
Something made me weak
Talking in my sleep
Baby, I'm in so deep and you know I believed

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know